Had a crazy dream yesterday, not sure whats the meaning but I hope it is a good sign. I dream of me finishing work clutching a plastic bag with a pair of white heels (like wedding heels) which was your size. How i knew it was your size? I knew it cos while I was dreaming I had your size in my mind and I was like in the hurry to get home and give it to you.
At that time i was finishing work, and as I rushed my way to the exit, my colleague (not sure who, cos the face was blurry) grabbed my bag and asked me, ‘Wow, nice shoes, can I try’. I’m not sure why I was speechless and motionless that time though in my mind i really really didn’t want to let her to try. She insist of trying it on and while she was opening the bag, I was at the door staring at her – angry but speechless.
She then try it on but to my surprise it doesn’t fit. The most shocking was she then say she had the same shoe size as written on the shoe but she forcefully try it and it wouldn’t fit her. She then put them back in the bag and pass it to me and I was awaken from bed and rushed to work cos I am almost running late!!!
Ok. Something about this LION of mine. He deserves all the credits lor. Gotta give him some acknowledgment on his effort.
Almost a two-year relationship:
(1) My Lion has learned to be patient with me. ONLY ME. With others, he is still not very tolerable and don’t give a fuck.
(2) My Lion is trying hard to learn about ME ME and ME. Like the things I like, the things that I don’t like. What to say, what not to say to me. And also a record of my period.
(3) My Lion has improved in his pressie buying skill a bit, considering his little Fish is fussy and and a complain queen, he has to be careful. Don’t wanna risk his life listening to me complaining about “you know that time when you bought me blablabla…….”
(4) My Lion has learned very well to apologize first in each and every argument, even though it is not his fault. A very hard skill to master indeed considering his overwhelming, and overpowering, higher than mountain deeper than sea (this phrase cilok from Adeline of MDG ok) kind of ego.
(5) My Lion has learned to pujuk me and ask ever so nicely “Why?”, or “What is wrong?”, or “What’s bothering?”, or “You ok?” whenever I give him my ultimatum of “Fine!”, or “Nothing!”, or “I’m OK!”. Those phrases from me are calm before storm ok. It is not a sign for you to just take it and shut up, but it is a hint for you to proceed with caution, for every mistake you make from there will be deeply recorded in my brain. So far, he has done so well.
And yah, I love moi Lion so much now. Muahhhhhhssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.
Yeehaaaaaa…………I’m back to gym. My kaki is ok already. And my membership card is finally ready to be collected. Yessssssssssssss.
After goin to gym for like 1 month and 2 weeks, I think I know the secret of staying motivated to hit the gym again and again.
No. 1 secret:
Choose a gym that is full of fat people, and it is best if they are fatter than you. Yes, this will boost up your confidence. I know it’s mean, but then that’s the way it is lah. Imagine you going to a gym full of lengluis with model-type body, and you are like a gigantic michelin stepping into the gym. How would you feel?? Out of place lor, correct or not?? When you feel like an outcast, then I can bet that you won’t want to hit the gym anymore.
No. 2 secret:
Another way is to go to gym with your friends lor. Things are better when you are doing it with your friends. You guys can motivate each other. Some more can sambil running sambil gossiping. Then after gym, can straight hit the shopping mall. Ain’t that heaven?? Hehehehe.
Hmm, doing both ways is fun, but let me put it this way..doin’ it while both in goodie-goodie times only lead to ‘goodie-goodie’ intimacy. Things, style & behaviour might be mundane & boring, whereas doing it after an argument unleashes the dirty of the dirtiest cos both parties are trying to suppress their guilt & wrongdoing in the dirtiest way while love making. I kinda fancy this one as both will unleash their raunchy side to the max while trying to make up for each other to the wildest of context
But i wont sacrifice just to have this good fuck each time via fights, cos I don’t like to fight lor. Can do it goodie-goodiely so is up for us to spice up & unleash the wild side without getting into fights first.
