He thinks that I am squeezing money from him.
It’s so hurtful.

Ever since i grow up, i never had people telling me and regulate my behaviour or my activity. Not even my parents. And now i feel im suffocating as i cannot do whatever i like. Even ffk-ing will get severe hammering. I have no upperhand in my life. I have people constantly grumbling and waiting [...]

I am so mad with him.
Why he always have to do this to me??
Again I am waiting like stupid.
Does him even love me??