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760 Days Ode 2 My Baby

LION — Sat, 25 Oct 2008 03:29:39 +0000

It’s been 760 days of laughter and tears,
Didn’t realise it was already two long years,
It feels like only yesterday we met,
Passing each other’s path in the net.

Assonic ain’t no acid makes me panic,
Never seen a name yet so accidic,
Curiousity kills the cat thats what they say,
Knowing who assonic is really made my day.

We cry and laugh and poke fun alot,
We are sometimes a crazy fun lot,
Swearing and teasing like no tomorrow
It does kill of some of the sorrow.

We’ve been bad and we’ve been chaotic,
Sometimes we became so problematic,
Although we had our up and downs,
We always win the end after every rounds

I know I wasn’t the greatest, I wasn’t the best,
I try to make every minute of love a zest,
Won’t give up, I will never do,
Until you leave me and never be my boo

Deep down I appreciate all the good you gave,
Even if you restrict my time of seeing Dave,
I will find my time to get around it,
Although it hurts me a little bit.

I hope we will strive to our very best,
Until I come home taking care the rest,
Instill your faith in me till your last breath,
I love you more till the day of my death.

760 now it’s been a long time,
I hope I could get to buy us more time,
Until i’m home and making up to you.
Sharing my tender love with you.

I have the heart I am still sincere,
To continue this journey with you my dear,
Your tenderness is the music to my ear,
I hope you will sing me more when I am near.

I am at the end of my lonely journey,
WIll count my days to meet my honey,
I pray that god to make me happy,
To be united in love with my baby.

Happy Anniversary Baby.

All I Want Is Forever

Had Enough

LION — Sun, 31 Aug 2008 05:17:07 +0000

Ever since i grow up, i never had people telling me and regulate my behaviour or my activity. Not even my parents. And now i feel im suffocating as i cannot do whatever i like. Even ffk-ing will get severe hammering. I have no upperhand in my life. I have people constantly grumbling and waiting to penalise me when i do wrong. Even my mistake is as petty as, hmm..ffking?

Even that will be a big deal as if the skies are being torn apart so the moon & stars can fall down and crash on to me.

What pride left for me as a big man? I am being treated like a delinquent who owe someone big bucks or murdered someone’s family. What is my value after all I did? I don’t feel i am being appreciated anymore. I don’t think my presence is valuable.

I think I am better off without a love which is hostile towards me. I hate hostility, I hate fights, I hate arguments, I hate being bitter. But why there’s people who constantly come to me and bringing me those bad vibes?

Can’t they understand the word NO? or they don’t ‘use their brains to analyse the situation’?

I think they dont understand.

Protected: Fight Log: Fiasco Over Calling

LION — Tue, 10 Jun 2008 14:52:05 +0000

Lovers

LION — Sun, 01 Jun 2008 19:16:43 +0000

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I love you. We are still good lovers. I love you.

Let">#8217;s take our time and concentrate
The mood is right for living, ooh I can’t wait
I’ve waited so long to be with you this special way
Don’t be afraid, afraid to stay
And share your love with me this way

I understand baby it’s your very first time
I’ll be gentle with you baby, it’s gonna be alright
And so if we’re gonna be together tonight
I’ll be good to you baby, sweet to you lady
Guess what we’re gonna be tonight

Lovers
Baby, let me be your lover
Lovers
Let me be the only one
Lovers
Baby let me be your lover
Lovers
Let me be the one

Don’t let your thoughts get in the way
The time is right for love, it’s not too late
The feeling’s so strong to be as one this special way
Just take my hand, I’ll lead the way
I need you so much, baby won’t you stay

I wanna hold you
I wanna touch you
I wanna squeeze you
I’ll never tease you
Hold you tight all through the night
I’m gonna make you feel alright

Lovers

Crazy Dream

LION — Fri, 16 May 2008 14:03:30 +0000

Had a crazy dream yesterday, not sure whats the meaning but I hope it is a good sign. I dream of me finishing work clutching a plastic bag with a pair of white heels (like wedding heels) which was your size. How i knew it was your size? I knew it cos while I was dreaming I had your size in my mind and I was like in the hurry to get home and give it to you.

At that time i was finishing work, and as I rushed my way to the exit, my colleague (not sure who, cos the face was blurry) grabbed my bag and asked me, ‘Wow, nice shoes, can I try’. I’m not sure why I was speechless and motionless that time though in my mind i really really didn’t want to let her to try. She insist of trying it on and while she was opening the bag, I was at the door staring at her – angry but speechless.

She then try it on but to my surprise it doesn’t fit. The most shocking was she then say she had the same shoe size as written on the shoe but she forcefully try it and it wouldn’t fit her. She then put them back in the bag and pass it to me and I was awaken from bed and rushed to work cos I am almost running late!!!

Any interpretation??

Protected: Without You

LION — Fri, 16 May 2008 01:47:54 +0000

Protected: Counting Seconds

LION — Wed, 09 Apr 2008 05:50:06 +0000

Which one is better II

LION — Tue, 08 Apr 2008 13:14:55 +0000

Hmm, doing both ways is fun, but let me put it this way..doin’ it while both in goodie-goodie times only lead to ‘goodie-goodie’ intimacy. Things, style & behaviour might be mundane & boring, whereas doing it after an argument unleashes the dirty of the dirtiest cos both parties are trying to suppress their guilt & wrongdoing in the dirtiest way while love making. I kinda fancy this one as both will unleash their raunchy side to the max while trying to make up for each other to the wildest of context

But i wont sacrifice just to have this good fuck each time via fights, cos I don’t like to fight lor. Can do it goodie-goodiely so is up for us to spice up & unleash the wild side without getting into fights first.

Just my 2 cents.

My Message To Tony Pua

LION — Sun, 16 Mar 2008 03:05:30 +0000

I have contacted Tony Pua who is th MP in your constituency after I was alarmed by another robbery happening in your place. You have had experiences many times now, and for that I am quite worried of your well-being.

All the sudden my instincts told me to contact Tony Pua, your MP for P106 PJU. I even tried finding Dr.Cheah’s – your state assemblymen for N36 Damansara Utama contacts but no avail, cos I think he is not a net freak.

And this is my message to Tony Pua;

Hi Tony,
Not sure if this is the right place to message you. I am an ardent supporter of BA/BR and firstly, I would like to congratulate you on your victory in PJU.

I visited your blog quite frequently but I am not sure how to address problems in your constituency via your blog and that is why I am dropping you this message here.

For your information, my gf lives in SS2 and being a bf who is far away from her (im in UK), I am becoming so worried of the criminal activities in her area. This is because she occasionally complained to me about the snatching, mugging & robbery that happened to her and the folks in her neighbourhood.

That is the reason I am writing to you to highlight the problem since her area falls in your constituency and Dr. Cheah’s N36 Damansara Utama. I am not sure what the previous MP have done to curb crime, but from her story, SS2 was described as an area where law enforcement wont go.

My gf is a blogger herself and once in a while she will blog about what happened to her and the folks around her. Even before I have known her, she have had bad experiences being mugged few times. I have suggested to take the matters seriously to the police but she say the cops wasn’t that cooperative in handling these kind of cases. I was disappointed of that as for a thriving metropolitan in Klang Valley, we have to endure inefficient beat-bobbies like these which was saddening.

I am addressing this problem is not for you to take action immediately, but I hope this plight of mine (& my gf) will be taken seriously & drafted as part of your action plan that you should rectify for the benefit of your constituency.

I apologise if this is not the right channel to address a problem, but i hope in the future maybe you can put up a section in your blog as an e-community service for the people in your constituency to forward their plight and problems.

I hope you could make some difference this time compared to the previous MP and I wish you all the best in your community work endeavour.

Thanks for your time.

Note: Here are 2 links to my gf’s blog which explains everything:
“Beware, Be Very Aware“& “My Neighbour Was Robbed“

Baby you know I have so many worries about your well-being. And that is why I am trying bit by bit to make a difference. I love you.

Life Is Like That

LION — Sat, 15 Mar 2008 00:21:08 +0000

Babe..if you read this I hope you okay. I didn’t mean to criticise you as if I am demeaning you cold-heartedly. What my opinion says really reflects on your work patterns that I have observed all this while. I understood that working life is shit, and that doesn’t mean mine is any better than yours. I have my share of my own shitty working time which I rarely discuss nor sharing them with you. As for me this kinda issue is too petty and too mundane to be told.

Therefore, no matter how shitty is your work, I hope you stand firm on your feet as I believe a smart girl like you can man the situation well and get around it. Since you are a believer in God, you should understand the meaning ‘love thy enemy’. From what I’ve learn, your company is actually a good company to work with compared to your previous company; the ever fucking Giant. Is just that it was sad that the workforce are infested with self-centred two-faced assholes that disrupt the should-be friendly environment. I do feel you, I do. I know I wouldn’t wanna put myself in that kinda situation too, but life have to go on.

What happen if you quit and have no income flowing? How you gonna survive? Plus, working in another place might not promise you a better working environment like now. It maybe worst, who knows? So, be strong..work your way out and up the career ladder until you reach saturation point, and the you can tell them you are the boss.

I agree with your stance of not being a shithead just like them. By retaliating we are making ourself no different than them. Try your best to work with them, but make sure you don’t leave any traces behind for them to use it against you just in case you tripped. Act smart!

Patience pays those who work and wait. I hope you doing well ok.

Lotsa love from me.
HUGS