He thinks that I am squeezing money from him.
It’s so hurtful.

He is a bit down since yesterday.
He exploded at me.
But it’s ok although it hurts me.
He has taken enough bashing from me too whenever I’m in bad mood.
So I can and I will take it this time.
I love you.
Muakssssssssssssssssss.

I sent some sms-es to him because I did miss him a little too much.
He said I was being pushy.
That hurts.
Speechless.
Only silent tears.

(1) Told Lion to update this blog, but he never want to do it, so I am doing it now lah.
(2) By the way, Lion still owes the About Me page. Gonna be 1 year already. Sigh.
(3) Christmas is coming!! Year 2009 is coming!! This is the season to be jolly…….fa la la la la
 
That’s [...]

收藏在眼眸 常徘徊左右 愛猜到沒有
愉快玩笑後 能全然退後 你開心就夠
這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
假使講了你聽到後 或會走
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 衷心祝福然後 就放手
放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠
遙遠是宇宙 靜靜在背後 去看守就夠
這種感覺太親厚 講一千句也不夠
即使一剎有過衝動 挽你手
這種戀愛太罕有 不須真正擁有
成全 多捨不得仍然 是放手
放手 放開所有 彼此更自由
放手 其實我絕非愛得不夠
放手 豁出所有 還有這個好友
已經 已經足夠
放手 我的牽掛 找不到盡頭
放手 期望你幸福甚麼都有
也許 愛很深厚 然而我早看得透
放手 至可擁有
English translation:
Hiding within my vision, always lingering beside, can guess love is not present
After happily playing & laughing, and be able [...]

 
One day, someday, I hope to get some of these:
 

 
With personalized message from him.
http://www.mymms.com/
 
Don’t think he’s that romantic. I bet he doesn’t even know that this kind of thing exist. I can only hope and wish in silence.

“Why are you crying?” he asked his mom.
“Because I’m a woman,” she told him.
“I don’t understand,” he said. His mom just hugged him and said, “And you never will”
Later the little boy asked his father, “Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?”
“All women cry for no reason” was all his dad could say…
The [...]

I am so mad with him.
Why he always have to do this to me??
Again I am waiting like stupid.
Does him even love me??

Of course you think that it is silly.
Because you are not the victim.
Because you are not the one who waited like stupid.
Not 1st, not 2nd, not 3rd time.
This is don’t know the how many times already.
Telling me not to wait is wrong.
That just mean this “You see me if you see me”.
No bf will tell [...]

I don’t know whether you still visit this blog.
Where are my sms-es??
I seldom hear from you lately.
No credit??
Your sms-es do not reach me??
How about email??
Most important of all, who am I to you now??