Ever since i grow up, i never had people telling me and regulate my behaviour or my activity. Not even my parents. And now i feel im suffocating as i cannot do whatever i like. Even ffk-ing will get severe hammering. I have no upperhand in my life. I have people constantly grumbling and waiting [...]

I am so mad with him.
Why he always have to do this to me??
Again I am waiting like stupid.
Does him even love me??

Of course you think that it is silly.
Because you are not the victim.
Because you are not the one who waited like stupid.
Not 1st, not 2nd, not 3rd time.
This is don’t know the how many times already.
Telling me not to wait is wrong.
That just mean this “You see me if you see me”.
No bf will tell [...]

I don’t know whether you still visit this blog.
Where are my sms-es??
I seldom hear from you lately.
No credit??
Your sms-es do not reach me??
How about email??
Most important of all, who am I to you now??